I don't know why I even bother to write a journal since obviously no one reads it anyways, but I guess it's good for one's self to chronicle the events of daily activity. Lately one of my best online friends has been giving me the cold shoulder, I've been ignored and shunned and all I get in responses from her are *shrug* and Mhm. Now, those kinds of responses tend to make me fairly mad because it sounds like they aren't listening to me. Then I get all batshit insane and my power level gets all 'ITS OVER 9000' on me. I swear to god I wind myself up so much it's like I'm a freaking super saiyan hyped up on a couple litres of Sunny D. So ya, when someone says they can't talk because they're busy with other friends... EVERY SINGLE DAY then I start to get suspicious and irritated. Jeez, it sounds less needy and creepy in my head ya'know. s

In other news my baby darling is gone and won't come back for another couple weeks, god I miss my little pumpkin~ HUBBY COME BACK D; OTL I can't sleep right when I'm alone anymore. Someone hold me~!

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You guys should watch this movie, by the end I cried so hard my head hurt. It was like all the sadness within a 20 mile area was absorbed by my conscience. It made me think about people like her, I think that people like that group of kids at the end were terrible. It was horrible the way she went.